It is said that when a woman changes her hairstyle she is up for a change…
After my major burnout and quitting the last corporate job a few years ago I realised something important.
Big part of how I came to a burnout was that I was not being authentic, and though by choice, was not living my own life on my terms.
Because I had spent my life till then by being who I have been told, expected, ordered to be.
My mother’s expectations for my studies, career and fitting the image of a good daughter she had in her head. And believe me that I did everything to make her happy and proud with me. And to survive her toxicity in the brief moments when I went out of this perfect image.
My work places, following rules, doing my job as a reliable employee, and sharing corporate values that didn’t necessarily coincide with my own. Following “the rules of the game”. And I did my best to hide everything that was “my own” because it is not part of the corporate culture to be your genuine self.
Now, with years of healing, personal growth, self-discovery, I am many layers closer to my true self.
But I must tell you: realising that I don’t know who I am, what are my values, what do I want from life for myself, even what brings me joy , was the most terrifying thing that has happened to me. It felt as if I didn’t exist. As if I was a nothing, an empty place having the formal appearance of a woman.
My old me was gone, and my genuine me was yet to be uncovered from the layers of conditioning and the decades of survival.
Now I know what brings me joy: I feel it every time when I discover yet another part of my authenticity, and the amazing fact that nothing bad happens when I give it the freedom to exist and be expressed.
You see my art, my choice of subjects, my choice of style and meaning. You see my service and how it is dedicated to helping you get to the same joy. You see my true colors, coming out at every step I share with you. This is all that I want to do, all I want to be. And all that I gladly share with the world – easier with every tiny step.
You see my smile on the photos I post here. What you don’t see is the decades of suppressed despair, and the years of hard self-work, fear, panic, but also the stubbornness of having no choice but get my true self out of the cage.
The Re-Art Your Life program that I created for you is what I want to give you as shortcuts and as the moral support along the painful self-discovery road.
Are you struggling to overcome your own cage? Are you willing to gain back the power over being yourself?
Let me walk along and hold your hand on this challenging and emotional path.
Restoring your authentic self is the first step towards living your life on your own terms and rules.
Because only then you know for sure who defines those terms, and you know they are truly yours.
Book a discovery call with me now and let’s walk towards your authenticity together.
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P.S. The photo shows my first step towards restoring my authenticity a few years ago, by letting the inner fire be seen